My Lord:
Having tasted that the Lord is gracious, having known His presence in me. Nothing can create a greater longing that makes me cry more. Having to endure this, truly Paul said it perfectly, we are most miserable, yet in the Lord we rejoice being truly set free from the bondage of sin and death. Miserable for we want all to know the whole Truth and be set free indeed and hearing all the filthy lies we are most miserable for them that buy and sell those lies. As I lay on my couch and the weight of the gravity of all that lies before me, I sigh and I cry. Calling out to the Lord to help me, help me understand, help not to be drowned in the sea of the enemies all around, the seas of commandments of men being taught as doctrine. Sigh and crying over all the abominations that are in the world and still for those that were in me before You saved me and set me free indeed. I know what I was told to do, but I in this life believe I will never know why me. Truly a base of man, weak, lacking wisdom but thought I was wise and strong. truly thou hast shown me how great and many the errors of my ways were. Yet why me? Psalms 6:6, " I am weary with my groaning; all the night make I my bed to swim; I water my couch with my tears. " Here we also find the true MARK of God and the true MARK of the beast. Those who sigh and cry over evil and those who DO NOT! Ezekiel 9:4, " And the LORD said unto him, Go through the midst of the city, through the midst of Jerusalem, and set a mark upon the foreheads of the men that sigh and that cry for all the abominations that be done in the midst thereof. " One must fight to endure unto the end and be able to stand in the day. Must love the appearing of the Lord, for I know as I was shown that sin will not be able to love His appearing, will not be able to stand, will not be able to endure till the end. The conscience defiled can not bear the presence of the Lord. The way of the just man is uprightness Amen. Isaiah 26:7, " The way of the just is uprightness: thou, most upright, dost weigh the path of the just. " To know the Truth and not allow the filthy to deceive or to deceive thyself. To know it is NOT done for us, we work together with Him and labor with Him. That it is a mutual combined effort working it out with fear and trembling. I MUST KEEP MYSELF FROM SIN, FROM LAWLESSNESS, FOR WICKEDNESS, FROM INIQUITY, FROM TRANSGRESSION. The Word of God is a lamp upon my feet, He will be my guide if I will submit (be humble) and desire in my heart to magnify His mighty Name by being a true witness of the power of God and not a false witness of never being able and always failing. Through weakness by obedience and NOT to that filthy lie of "dying daily to sin", of "not being able", of weakness being "that I sin and fail everyday". Again I must go over this for it must not be forgotten. When I was first born again I heard over and over how we "die daily to sin". Reading this verse I could see how so many buy this filthy lie, for it eases the burden of being ever unable, never able to cease from sin. It makes it very easy to just never read 2 Peter 2 as well and never apply it to ones self. Who wants to be the empty well, the clouds blown by a tempest, clouds without water, ever learning and never able, a ship tossed to and fro? Who wants to be reserved for the darkest of hell, knowing the truest death, that everlasting destruction kept from the presence of the Lord FOREVER? Reading and Seeing that it calls all who do not cease from sin what they really are, to whom they really belong, all of these things as written. It proves who loves correction and hates it. It gives a perfect measure to measure with for anyone who loves the Truth. How easy it is to ignore the topic of what Paul had written of in 1 Corinthians 15. The Truth of how things get added to the word and things get taken from it. How sad it is to sell such a lie, how sad it is to cause someone to believe they are not able through Christ to do all things, if nothing else is possible, ceasing from sin is. For has your heart truly desires so it shall be unto you. How did the word "sin" get "added" to the verse, when it was not found? Reading this verse it makes no mention of sin or gives no hint of dying to sin daily. 1 Corinthians 15:31, " I protest by your rejoicing which I have in Christ Jesus our Lord, I die daily. " Yet before it and after it, it makes it perfectly clear what he is speaking of. 1 Corinthians 15:30, " And why stand we in jeopardy every hour? " Reading it one could also invent that we die not just daily but hourly to sin. Yet clear it is that they stood in jeopardy every hour of being killed by them that hated Christ, hated the Truth. Those that preach Christ crucified and resurrected, who preached repentance for the remission of sins past and not all future sins already pre paid (so to speak). They who preached being born again and all things becoming new, being holy, righteous and godly, loving mercy and being humble through submission, suffering for DOING RIGHT and not suffering for doing evil. They who keep the old paths and not invent new ones that are not new but the same old tricks used to call Eve away. They hate the right Way and love the broad way, they hate knowing they are not saved, have not been born again, and if they had been born again, if they actually had tasted that the Lord Jesus Christ is so gracious and perfect and known the forgiveness of sins past, then they hate the Truth of what Christ said plainly. They who take their hands off of the plough and turn back "are not worthy of Him". They hate 2 Peter 2 and those last two verses that condemn all who do turn back. They hate Hebrews 6 and Hebrews 10, the reason you can find do many excuse for these verses from them that hopefully truly never have known, for it is better that they did not yet know but ignorantly thought they did. If they did know and truly had been forgiven and they have chosen to turn back (not just stumbling but turning back completely to that old man) it warns clearly of what they have done and to whom they have done it to. To trodden under foot the blood of the Lord Jesus Christ who suffered so much so they might be saved in then end and have now made Him a minister of sin so they could justify doing what they have done. To make His blood an unholy thing, that is turning away from Him after finding Him. Truly to be hated for His name sake is a great measure. Suffering for His name sake and rejoicing in getting to do so. When suffering for the right things truly denying ones self and enduring it all until the end. Not willing to change the Truth for a lie, to not be that respecter of person, to warn and do so at all costs. To know the cost and to willingly pay the cost. Paul and all the disciples fought beasts for the Lord, faced death indeed, resisted unto blood absolute and did so daily, hourly even as the Lord had need for them to do so, truly being most miserable and yet rich beyond what most could fathom, rejoicing in things so few realize are truly the things to rejoice in. How did such a beautiful witness of the Lord Jesus Christ get turned into "dying daily to sin and never being able to overcome"? No other way but by the lust of the flesh and the lust of the eyes and the pride of life. Only by all that is in the world could such a filthy lie be invented, bought and sold. Vain imaginations of men chased after, merchandising the people for worldly gain. Preferring lies, smooth things, pleasant things to be sold and told to them, prophecy lies unto us and nothing being new under the sun. 1 Corinthians 15:32, " If after the manner of men I have fought with beasts at Ephesus, what advantageth it me, if the dead rise not? let us eat and drink; for to morrow we die. " Finding these things being sold and hearing them that buy it, causes much grief indeed. How far from the Lord does one really have to be to sell this license to sin? For that is what it is, lasciviousness, telling those who desire the way they can never be perfect, able, can never obey, never keep, never maintain, never do all that the Lord asked of them to do. To tell them they will have to just wait for Him to come and do it all for them latter, WHEN HE ALREADY DID IT, is a filthy vile thing to do and ALL WHO CAUSE THE LITTLE ONES TO STUMBLE AND FALL, IT WOULD BE BETTER FOR THEM TO PUT THE MILL STONE AROUND THEIR NECK AND CAST THEMSELVES INTO THE SEA. Most know that those are the words of Jesus Christ Himself. Speaking all these things are all the very sane thing, it is selling a license to sin, people say they do not believe in a license to sin but they gladly believe they can never be what Christ said to be. Believing one dies daily to sin is a license to sin, it is an excuse mill for never being able to do anything but fail the Lord God Almighty. This only happens because one refuses to love Life (Jesus Christ) and rather love death (satan, and their own lives in this dying world). Who is willing to put in the work for something they do not love? Yea for what they do love this they will work for. For the pleasure of ones flesh they will gladly die, it appeals to one, always back to Eve who said it best, the mixing of good and evil looked good, looked pleasant and was to be desired. Calling evil good and good evil is a license to sin, it is lasciviousness, licentiousness, a license to excuse sin no matter what (at least for ones self, for others, well, they must pay and be punished for it, for that leaven loves to leaven the whole lump, hypocrisy), for we are all "born to sin" and despite the witness of Able who unlike Cain did that which was right and pleasing to God Almighty. How did Able over come his "sin nature" being born like us all to sin? How did Able manage it? because they are liars who teach such things, sell such things. Able had no nature to sin, was not born to sin, he was made upright like all men are and he EXERCISED HIS TRUE NATURE, "FREEWILL", he freely chose to obey God and live. They love the lie for they love to glory outwardly, love lip service, love to go to a so called church once a week and give that appearance of being in love with the Lord Jesus Christ and yet never truly being obedient, never being humbled, never suffering, never being able to come to the full knowledge of the Truth, never being able to stop drinking milk, never the love of the meat of the Word of God that professes to all the POWER of GODLINESS through Christ righteous example. Who wants to discern good and evil when one knows they prefer evil? Who wants to obey ceasing from sin, going ans sinning no more when they love there sin. They who hate the light of the Truth for their works are evil. They would rather kill the Truth than actually serve it. It was the who professed to be in love with the Lord and yet He did not even know them who did and does all the killing. They who think they are in the service of God but are not. 1 John 3:12, " Not as Cain, who was of that wicked one, and slew his brother. And wherefore slew he him? Because his own works were evil, and his brother's righteous. " Isaiah 29:13, " Wherefore the Lord said, Forasmuch as this people draw near me with their mouth, and with their lips do honour me, but have removed their heart far from Me, and their fear toward me is taught by the precept of men: " Matthew 15:8, " This people draweth nigh unto me with their mouth, and honoureth me with their lips; but their heart is far from me. " 1 Corinthians 3:2, " I have fed you with milk, and not with meat: for hitherto ye were not able to bear it, neither yet now are ye able. " Hebrews 5:12, " For when for the time ye ought to be teachers, ye have need that one teach you again which be the first principles of the oracles of God; and are become such as have need of milk, and not of strong meat. " Hebrews 5:13, " For every one that useth milk is unskilful in the word of righteousness: for he is a babe. " Hebrews 5:14, " But strong meat belongeth to them that are of full age, even those who by reason of use have their senses exercised to discern both good and evil. " 1 Timothy 4:8, " For bodily exercise profiteth little: but godliness is profitable unto all things, having promise of the life that now is, and of that which is to come. " 1 Timothy 6:3, " If any man teach otherwise, and consent not to wholesome words, even the words of our Lord Jesus Christ, and to the doctrine which is according to godliness; " 1 Timothy 6:6, " But godliness with contentment is great gain. " Titus 1:1, " Paul, a servant of God, and an apostle of Jesus Christ, according to the faith of God's elect, and the acknowledging of the truth which is after godliness; " 2 Timothy 3:5, " Having a form of godliness, but denying the power thereof: from such turn away. " Psalms 119:150, " They draw nigh that follow after mischief: they are far from thy law. " Psalms 119:152, " Concerning thy testimonies, I have known of old that thou hast founded them for ever. " To the wicked nothing can be pure, no one can be but self righteous, no one can work out their salvation with fear and trembling for it would prove them liars. Again we see the license to sin being sold in full view of the world, you can not work anything out, so you must be forever a filthy rag wretch, born to sin and all of this proves all have been given by God Almighty a "sin nature". The blaming of God is the best license to sin of all, if God is at fault then NO ONE ELSE CAN BE BUT A SINNER FOREVER, so we have the best license of all if this lie can be held tightly in ones hand and never let go of. God made me this way so I have no choice but to sin everyday, to die daily to sin, to confess and then sin some more, to repent and then sin some more. How can one not cry and sigh and mourn over all these foul things found in the world? Reformation was a lie of the devil, they separated themselves from sin and confess to a simple word change, rather than confess, they use repent, sin and repent and then repeat it daily, rather than weekly. Repackaged nonsense, the same filthy invention of man resold and called reformation. This never ending weakness to sin, being made stronger by doing wrong, this ever learning through mistakes, is just another way of saying Christ just is not enough. It is the false witness laid before all the world to see, people proclaiming Christ and then always failing. The taking of the Name of God in vain, how does one see this and not cry and sigh? How can one see all of this and not be most miserable indeed? To find this in ones self is awful but to find it and know it is the start of ploughing the field and replanting with the Truth Amen. True weakness is submission to that which ye love, this weakness makes one strong for it is the example the Lord gave us. This love is painful, for denying thyself is hard, the flesh will make you pay, the temptations will fight your every step. Loving the Father, Christ was willing to give all that He possessed, all His heart, all His mind, all His soul, all His body, all His might. In this weakness, denying himself (He could have called 12 legions of angels), being obedient unto death, unto the will of the Father, through suffering made perfect and through submission made humble. Hold not these evil ideas and inventions of men in hand, throw them down, tear them down and hear the absolute Truth. God gives us the Spirit of POWER, and not that filthy lie of not being able to do as He has said to do. I will keep, maintain, be able for through Christ I can do all things for He is my strength and I will not just speak these words, I will believe them and be that doer of them (this is the action of love), that doer is proving their love. It is easy to say it, it is easy to say I will deny myself, it is the doer though that means it and proves it, by deeds, actions, works, prove thy love. I will fight with all my might as written so it ought to be, so as we say it ought to be, as we speak we ought to do. Hebrews 11:34, " Quenched the violence of fire, escaped the edge of the sword, out of weakness were made strong, waxed valiant in fight, turned to flight the armies of the aliens. " James 2:12, " So speak ye, and so do, as they that shall be judged by the law of liberty. " Counting the cost and knowing it is everything. All my heart, all my mind, all my soul, all my body, all my strength and all my might. DO I HAVE ENOUGH TO BUILD AND NOT JUST BUILD BUT TO FINISH, TO ENDURE ALL THE WAY TO THE END? All that I possess is freely given, Gods will be done in me as in Him. To my faith I have added virtue as told to do, to be effectual, in operation and the very fact of my state of being is that I love the Lord Jesus Christ who saved me just weeks before I was to die and go to hell, that everlasting destruction from the presence of the Lord, to never again know a single drop of good, but to have what I absolutely deserved and sowed. Being forgiven so much, given so much mercy, having be allowed to taste of a mercy so great that words will forever fail me to express it, I love so much more for it and I only want others to have what I was freely given. I do not want anyone deceived by them that sell foolishness, that close the Way up to them that truly desire to find it. I will keep myself from wickedness and I will remain upright for I am able and the Lord Jesus did not, does not, will not ask anyone to do what they cannot do or that can not be done by them with Him, in Him, of Him, for Him. He will not bear false against Himself. Luke 14:28, " For which of you, intending to build a tower, sitteth not down first, and counteth the cost, whether he have sufficient to finish it? " GO AND SIN NO MORE! Psalms 18:23, " I was also upright before him, and I kept myself from mine iniquity. " Love is not easy, it requires what few are truly willing to pay, it costs everything. It is the denial of self for another. To faith it must be added, from faith to love and all that is in between. Faith, virtue, knowledge, temperance, patience, godliness, brotherly kindness and charity which is love. The walk with the Lord is this knowledge understood and retained by fighting for it and doing it. A doer is able, a doer does, a doer of that which is heard is justified. If it be ye have heard! Hebrews 2:1, " Therefore we ought to give the more earnest heed to the things which we have heard, lest at any time we should let them slip. " Do not let them slip, a proof that it is not irresistible, unforgettable, that one can not walk away from it, or one can not lose it. You can lose it, let it go, deny it, frustrate it, take it in vain, make it useless, you can forsake so a mighty gift and forever lose it. Do not hear them that are liars against the Truth for their own lustful desire to have the world and pretend to have Christ. You can neglect it, like anything, if you take your love from it, that love will die. Here we find the word "impossible" and we must again go over it. Hebrews 2:3, " How shall we escape, if we neglect so great salvation; which at the first began to be spoken by the Lord, and was confirmed unto us by them that heard him; " Hebrews 6:4, " For it is impossible for those who were once enlightened, and have tasted of the heavenly gift, and were made partakers of the Holy Ghost, " You can fall away for it says you can, do not partake with them who live in error, they will leaven you, make you question the Word of God just as Eve did. You will eat of the mixture of good and evil and you will surely die for doing just ad God Almighty said. Hebrews 6:6, " If they shall fall away, to renew them again unto repentance; seeing they crucify to themselves the Son of God afresh, and put him to an open shame. " Impossible - Strong's No.: G102 Greek: ἀδύνατος Transliteration: adunatos Pronunciation: ad-oo'-nat-os Definition: From G1 (as a negative particle) and G1415; unable that is weak (literally or figuratively); passively impossible: - could not do impossible impotent not possible weak. Impossible to crucify Christ again, but hope is found in the Truth of the Word of God. James 5:20, " Let him know, that he which converteth the sinner from the error of his way shall save a soul from death, and shall hide a multitude of sins. " Another great proof of works and the reason so many speak evil of the Truth. Satan must kill all hope, and keep doubt forever planted in you. I have testified of them that are used to plant the seeds of doubt and how bitterness can sprout out of it. Pray you none find this in you, but there is always hope, the end is not the end till it is the end! Have fervent love, and do not doubt, be the doer and not just a hearer. Spend your time in pleasures of the flesh and you will reap what the flesh offers, death. Spend your time in the pleasures of the Spirit of God and you will reap what the Spirit offers, Life! It is a fight, a race and if you do not race and fight you will not be able, but them that are of Christ are absolutely ABLE! 1 Peter 4:8, " And above all things have fervent charity among yourselves: for charity shall cover the multitude of sins. " Able - having sufficient power, skill, or resources to do something, having the freedom or opportunity to do something, having a quality or nature that makes something possible... Consider the Truth that what pretends to be the church sells not. Christ is able, we are able, they say Christ was able and we are not but He will do it all for us. Hear the difference between the liars and the Truth. The Truth: With Christ you have SUFFICIENT POWER, SKILL and with Him you are given the RESOURCES to do all that He has asked us to do. He set us FREE indeed, we have the FREEDOM if it be one has acknowledged the Truth, to overcome, NOW having the OPPORTUNITY to do all that he has asked of us all. WE HAVE THE QUALITY AND THE NATURE THAT MAKES IT POSSIBLE. The lie: With Christ you can do all things BUT cease from sin, He must do this for you. You are NOT given the resources to do anything for if you do anything then you are working out your own salvation and that is works salvation (also known as the cop out, the excuse, license to sin). You can not do all that he has asked and NO ONE can or ever has!!! (despite the book of the Lord telling us the perfect opposite of this). You are set free indeed but not all the way free, you are still bound to sin, but you are free?! Christ overcame, we can not, we must wait till He comes back, then, we will be made perfect. We do not have the opportunity in this life to be godly, holy, perfect or complete, it is not required or needed. As I have heard it said "that was for the old church"... So you can not possibly do all that He has asked us to do. With the every doubtful unable we hear the filthy lie of we have not the quality's to endure until the end for we are all born to sin and bear a nature to sin. For God did not create us all upright, He created us morally and totally depraved, but his grace is irresistible and just believe and it will all be done for us. Besides the pre trib rapture will save us and so no need to really be a good bride and prepare for His return. Total depravity is just another way to say I have a license to sin, for God made me this way and so how could I be anything but what He has made me to be. I know the moral thing to do but I am incapable of doing it, for we are all morally depraved and this license, this licentiousness, the lasciviousness scratches the itch of them who refuse to hearken, refuse to truly inquire of the Lord but have chosen their own pernicious ways and the pernicious ways sold by so many others. Taken these ways of destruction and death and called them good. One could go for hours breaking down the complexity of the strongholds of lies that they have built up about themselves using that untempered mortar. That gospel of inability is held in great honor for it is sold in all that pretends to be the places of God Almighty. If not all these lies and more then a picking and chosen of the foul teaches of John Wesley and the many like unto him. The buffet gospel of picking and choosing which invention of man they will use to create the image of the god that best suits their own images of themselves. Truly lovers of self, lovers of pleasure and lovers of the world. Sin loves excuses, loves reasons it can not obey the Truth, loves doubt, for it makes it so one can justify themselves and make provisions for their flesh to fulfill the lust thereof. That die daily lie feels really good to the ear, one can just feign being born again and continue in that old man forever being the chief of sinners. Fulfilling the sin unto death, the wages of sin is death Truth. Sin unto death or obedience unto righteousness. Must fight, must race, must do all that one can to stand, be able, able to have peace with all men and to be holy for it is required absolutely. Having been shown the horror of being separated from the presence of the Lord, I can not but cry. Seeing and hearing so many speak evil of the right Way to the Truth to have Life works much anger at times and sorrow. So many that look like lambs but speak like dragons, many that have no desire to hear or see. Many hearing and yet unable to see. Ecclesiastes 1:18, " For in much wisdom is much grief: and he that increaseth knowledge increaseth sorrow. " Consider the way of the Lord? What is reaped is what was sown. Psalms 18:25, " With the merciful thou wilt shew thyself merciful; with an upright man thou wilt shew thyself upright; " James 2:13, " For he shall have judgment without mercy, that hath shewed no mercy; and mercy rejoiceth against judgment. " Tasted of a love so perfect, I long for it with tears. Knowing the Truth I want all to know it and this I long for as well with tears. How to endure all of this, how to express the chains that have me bound to Christ? Paul cried night and day for three years just warning of the same thing, knowing how could he not but cry and sigh. Knowing that men would come in and change the Way and spare none. Not just Paul, they all warned of the men that would creep in unawares. Wolves that look like sheep, not them out in the open who give honor to satan, them who pretend to have heard from God, yet only serve themselves, for they are children of the devil, for as they see their father do, so they do likewise, lovers of self, ever wanting and never satisfied. As I was shown the image of lust in a vision, feeling such a want that is made me feel dirty, filthy, vile and it was a horror to know it. Having this given to me how can I not cry and sigh? How could I not long to be present with the Lord, for truly for me it would be much better. Truly this burden and yoke is much lighter and easier than that of sin, but it does not say there is no burden or yoke. There is a burden that must be endured and there is a yoke that must be beard, the chains, remember my chains and help ease them, wanting to know among you all Christ and Him crucified. This would greatly ease ones burdens Amen. I am nothing, if I, then anyone, but not just anyone, REPENT! Not because my will, not because I ran, it was because God showed me mercy. Because he showed me mercy, I run and race and chase and my will desires His will to be done. This I long for, I cry for, I gladly die for. I made no great sacrifice that made me worthy of any of this, I have written thousands of times now how I found Him. It was Him that called and I answered that call, if I had not I would be hell bound. Plough the field of thine heart, become broken, contrite, lowly, desire in your heart that new man, being guilty before God confessing and forsaking sin, I believed on Him and in that very instant of believing He made Himself known to me. He forgave me and set me free so I would not have to serve sin and death anymore. Truly whom He sets free are free in deed, indeed. But the world will do all it can to make this be a lie, to make the Truth into a lie and plant doubt in the newly plowed heart. I lived this and God is my witness that I have. My conscience bears witness through the Holy Ghost, the very Spirit of God Almighty that I lie not. I have not added to or taken from what I was given freely. No man of God that has been given what I now know would ever be able to profit from it, to charge for it, to write a book and sell it. No man of God would ask for a single penny! Romans 9:16, " So then it is not of him that willeth, nor of him that runneth, but of God that sheweth mercy. " The true remant church is "called". 2 Peter 1:3, " According as his divine power hath given unto us all things that pertain unto life and godliness, through the knowledge of him that hath called us to glory and virtue: " Called to what? Virtue! EFFECTUAL, OPERATION (work) of a fact of state of being. Where it the proof of this work other than this one? 2 Corinthians 6:1, " We then, as workers together with him, beseech you also that ye receive not the grace of God in vain. " 1 Corinthians 3:9, " For we are labourers together with God: ye are God's husbandry, ye are God's building. " Called to Work! Faith without works is dead and works without faith is dead. Called are the faithful to work in the garden. I never knew such longing could be, the world tries so very hard to hide this Truth from us all. To get us to long for nonsense that has no value it what truly matters. I never knew such longing could be that would make me cry and sigh so much for you all and for the Lord Jesus Christ. This is my Lords day, it is written so it is, He spoke of no other day and sanctified no other day. He rested on this day and made this day for us and not us for it. It can not save you, it is not the mark that will prove you, it is what was asked and out of love it is what one does, obey. May grace and mercy abound in all that are in Christ. We will give an account for ever idle word spoken, justified or condemned by our very mouths. For out of the heart the mouth speaks of what it truly loves, for where your heart is, is where your treasure will be found. We are the words we speak! Blessed be the Name of the Lord Amen and Amen...
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All That Matters Is Christ...Weeks before my death the Lord knocked upon my heart, I heard and opened the door. My life has been forever changed, a new man indeed. Me a wicked man saved by the Grace of God, no more that wicked man. Died at 43 and was given a choice to stay or go. If I stayed I had to tell of the Lord Jesus Christ and here I am. I share my walk with my Lord, my candle is lit and I pray it be a light for all to know the Lord Jesus is the Way to the Truth to have Life, Amen. Archives
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