My Lord:
Hebrews 10:31, " It is a fearful thing to fall into the hands of the living God. Hebrews 10:32 But call to remembrance the former days, in which, after ye were illuminated, ye endured a great fight of afflictions; " I have testified of all the affliction that came instantly upon finding the Lord. It was not like any thing I have heard from ANYONE. So it forces me to say all the time "FEW FIND". I hear many talk, I hear little Truth, little who can explain what I find in the Word of God. Again. When I found myself in the hand of God I did not know what was to come, I had no one to explain what was going to happen or what was happening. It was difficult to say the least. I want to share the Fear of God, how it is fearful to be in His hands. How this afflicts you and yet I would not want it any other way, for it is a guide, a fountain of life, a Way set before you to measure, to know where you are. So you can learn the Truth, what is good, what is evil, what is the the will of God, what is not the will of God. To know to refuse the evil and choose the good. Having this brought to my remembrance I want to share it again. Always in the hope that someone might be going through this and I know if they look to the so called church they will find NO TRUTH of it, but be led down the path of inability and excuse. So if that one finds this they will know what is the normal cause and effect, the cost of finding, building upon the Rock. I was filled with the Spirit to a level I can not explain, it was like be drunk, high but in a way unlike drugs and alcohol. It was the thing all search for and can not find in the world, will NEVER find in the world. I yearn for it like a drug, like an addict, I want it back so very much, I yearn for it, and mourn for it. It makes this world a place I know is not my home, is not what I want, desire, need, look to, I have no love for this world. I am just passing through, I want no harm for it, but I must for the Lord pass through it to do His will. Shortly after being in the Spirit I could feel it lessen, it took months for it fade away back to the point I felt normal again, yet could just feel the Spirit there. When I realized the Spirit was fading it frightened me, I did not want it to leave me. Who would? The best thing I have ever known in my life was going away, and how slowly mattered not at all, I knew it was and I did not want it to, but I had no power whatsoever to keep the Holy Ghost in me to the level I now knew. It afflicted me instantly, while there were many other afflictions from ever side, all are expressed in the Word, whom will be used by satan to deceive you. Lies will be thrown at you from all directions, sifting through the so called churches traditions, doctrines and out right foolishness, all these thing wear you down. If you are not diligent it will overcome you. Yet the affliction that made me get down on my knees and cry out to God most was knowing the Spirit of God, the Holy Ghost was leaving me, that I was not going to get to stay at the level I now knew. It was fearful, it set in you the Fear of God. Every time I did something wrong it crushed me, killed me, hurt me to know I did anything that pleased not God. It created in me the hate of sin, not a dislike, but hatred of it. I do not want that (here I want to use words that can not be found) filthy, vile, foul, disgusting stench of sin in me again. I could spend all my time expressing how unexpressable sin is. How awful it is, how I know few if any know it to be what it really is. How I see so many have so little care of what they entertain, make light of the very thing that is killing them, the very thing that is separating them from God. It matters so little to them by their very actions you see the proof of this, the fruit of this fact. That afflicts you, that makes you sad and many other things that I have yet to hear anyone at all express who say they have found the Coin. I begged God, I pleaded and asked and never did I hear an answer, please do not take this from me, please do not remove Thy presence from me. Please O Lord stay with me and it makes me cry even now, five years later. To recall it hurts, to have known it hurts and ye it drives you, teaches you, proves the absolute fact that the book of the Lord is the only Truth in all the World. I know it a certain as anything can be known. As written the Lord was MADE PERFECT THROUGH SUFFERING. This is the only Way to find what He has said, be ye perfect as the Father in heaven is perfect. Again, He did not tell us this for His amusement, He said it because we must find it, learn it, reach for it, fight for , dig deep for it, endure all of this for it, yearning, mourning, chasing it with all thine heart, all thine mind, all thing soul, all thine might, ye must contend for it. Perfection, to be lacking in NO GOOD THING, to be complete in all the things of God. Not to be God, but to have all that He desire us to have. Psalms 51:9, " Hide thy face from my sins, and blot out all mine iniquities. " Yes O Lord, hide Thy face from my sins, I made idiotic choices, I did things I knew not of what I was doing, and it hurts even now to know it. I had no one to tell me the Truth and this hurts, because there was no one to help me, the fact that so many are professed to be saved could not any way explain to me what was going on and the advice I did receive was horrible. I feel sorry for them who I have written of, who take lightly there salvation, and spoke so ignorantly of sin, but just as I, they knew not what they did. Again, this hurts to know so few know the Truth, this brings into reality the example given. Eight saved in all the world, eight saved in all the world, three in Sodom and Gomorrah, the angels in heaven were not spared, if the righteous be scarcely saved where will the sinner be? Sin taken so lightly that the witness given to me first of all the lies thrown at me when I was first illuminated, enlightened, acknowledged the Truth was that we all have a license to sin. The first professed christian tried to sell me lasciviousness, licentiousness, license. Sin was so little thought about it, that the professed have had taught to them the most filthy thing of all, freedom in sin, that the very thing that divides us all FROM THE GREATEST THING ANYONE WILL EVER KNOW, IS SIN AND THAT NOW I HAD THE GAP, THE DIVIDE REMOVED I COULD FREELY GO BACK TO THE MOST VILE THING THAT IS, (MAN CAN NOT BEGIN TO COMPREHEND HOW DISGUSTING IT IS) GO BACK TO THAT WHICH DIVIDED ME FROM THE LOVE OF GOD SO I COULD NOT WALK WITH HIM AND BE EVIL AND MAGICALLY BY LICENSE HE WOULD NO LONGER SEPARATE HIMSELF FROM IN SIN. NOW GOD WOULD TOLERATE SOMETHING SO DISGUSTING TO HIM THAT HE SAVED EIGHT IN ALL THE WORLD, THIS IS THE GRAVITY SHOWN FORTH BY THE SUPPOSED PEOPLE OF GOD ALMIGHTY. Psalms 51:10, " Create in me a clean heart, O God; and renew a right spirit within me. " This is the gravity, the concern given to evil, to make light of it and to make light of the Rock of Salvation who suffered in a way I can not fathom because of evil. People so confused they have one filthy mantra after another, saying it is not a sin thing but a Jesus thing. When it is a sin thing absolute, and Jesus is the cure for it. It is sin that hates, that kills, steals and destroys and peoples lack of knowledge of the Truth they are destroyed. Have to real desire to know the Truth, but would rather make excuse, concessions for sin. Rather have the ABILITY to sin, and not the ABILITY TO CEASE FROM SIN. This is the false witness given by them who pretend, who have not heard from the Lord and yet for some reason think they have. They fulfill Matthew 7:22 to a tee and this is awful, this sad, this hurts the heart, the soul, it ought not be, none need to perish, and none ought to sell lies. If you have not heard from the Lord do not act like you have, but rather seek Him in Truth, in the LOVE of the Truth. Do what is Commanded, and obey it the Commandments. Repent, be guilty before God, contrite, lowly, broken and confess and forsake sin. Repent, turn from evil and turn to God, let go of sin, step out of the filth and vileness of sin and return to Him, He will not forsake anyone who turns back, He is merciful to a degree one can not fathom. Psalms 51:11, " Cast me not away from thy presence; and take not thy holy spirit from me. " I was given a new heart literally, I was born again literally, I was filled with the Spirit of God and I cried to God that it would not be taken from me, His presence was not yet revealed to me. I had it for a second and it was the single greatest thing I have known, how could it get better, the presence of the Lord, when He revealed Himself in me it was "PERFECTION" realized. To know it really is a thing, that it is found in Christ and by no other shall anyone, anywhere know it. I hear the speak and the lost give head to their ignorance, it is awful to watch, and yet it the lost love to lean upon blind guides. They have great wealth in the world and this the flock to, yet they to whom the listen is completely bankrupt, broke of all things worth having, and they will speak well of them, lift them up, buy their lies, their books, their merchandise. It is beyond me to see all of this, what do I do O Lord, help me. It hurts, the affliction is more that I can not stop it, do more, say more, make people realize the Truth, give them what I have. I can not explain it to any satisfaction of my own. This is affliction, just as having the Spirit of God fill me and be slowly taken from me, to know the presence of Christ in me and have it literally RIPPED, TORN, ROBBED, STOLEN, TAKEN, YANKED out of me in an instant, and it was so to me unexplained and I did not understand it. Yet since it has spoken to me in all manners of things. Right now it proves in me that sin is the separation from God Almighty, it is instant, one second I had the presence of the Lord and a few seconds later as I turned to the left and looked upward the vision came and the presence of an evil so beyond all mankind's comprehension was shown to me, in that presence of evil every good thing was removed from me, not a single drop of good left, not one single drop. It was awful, it was a horror, it was a torment and I could feel it in a way I pray to God none come to know. This is what christians sell all over the world, just as the Pharisees of old, they are still here, still selling this evil, still shutting up the Way, still making people twice the children of hell. Some knowingly, some ignorantly, thinking they are in the service of God and yet He has never known them, they who work iniquity. They even do many good works in His Name and yet He has never known them. The severity of this Truth, the fact of the gravity of the situation that many have placed their selves in for the the pleasure of sin, that is not pleasure but only an delusion, an illusion of it. Many will say, and yet many do not place themselves in this group, a group that is them that think themselves in the service of God but not out of love. They teach error Matthew 7:22, " Many will say to me in that day, Lord, Lord, have we not prophesied in thy name? and in thy name have cast out devils? and in thy name done many wonderful works? " O Lord please keep my heart clean, please look not on my sins, since You gave this new heart, take not Thy presence from me, I knew not what I did. Help me Lord, refresh me in Thy Spirit, I know I can not retain it at all by my own will. It is Thy will, and Thy will only, without You I can do nothing. I look to You O Lord, I lean upon Thee and pray Thee forsake my prayer not, lift me up O Lord and stay near me. Blot out my iniquities and take Thy Spirit not from me. This Fear is ever before me, I hate sin, I despise it, O WHAT REVENGE I DESIRE OF IT. To not part take of it ever again is my REVENGE. To cast it under my foot all sin, to walk on it like the vileness it is. To make it my footstool, lift me UP HIGH ABOVE IT O LORD, let me not wallow in the filth of sin, I want it not. I never want to know sin again, I know that through you Jesus I am able, I am made strong, without You I can do nothing. I must have your presence, I love Thy presence, I must have Thy Spirit, I love Thy Spirit. Let suffer what I must to be perfect and holy in Thy sight, correct me O Lord and show me all I must see, let me lack of no good thing and know not any evil thing. Let Thy FEAR EVER BE BEFORE MY FACE, let me never walk blindly and speak as a fool. Let me never call evil good, never boast in evil things, show me O LORD, chasten me as Thy son. True love corrects, it does not make excuse, let me not fall to the lies of excuse, the lies of inability, the lies of doubt, the lies the lost have wrapped themselves in and sadly love them. Jeremiah 5:31, " The prophets prophesy falsely, and the priests bear rule by their means; and my people love to have it so: and what will ye do in the end thereof? " There is nothing new under the sun, they love to have false prophets bear rule over them, so they have license, it all leads always to the same lie, freedom in sin, license to sin, they PROMISE LIBERTY when they themselves serve corruption, are not saved. It is easy to pretend with them when you are a pretender, a faker, when out of pretense they say salvation is when it is not! When they can say the Lord hath said when He said no such thing, for the Lord does not lie, ever! It makes one sad to watch it, to realize the gravity of it all taken so lightly. To have tasted of the graciousness of the Lord, and want all to know it you are afflicted in ways you never knew could be. When you have tasted an evil so beyond comprehension and you want none to suffer it, you are afflicted in ways you never knew you could be. Being afflicted, suffering these things perfect you, makes you whole, complete and without them you will never be able to walk with God, if you can never obey, you can never be humble and walk with God, it is simple Truth. You must submit to the will of God, not in word, not with your lips, but out OF LOVE, you obey with a Love from the heart that can not be any other way. It is obedience unto righteousness and sin unto death, period. There is no other way, it is do well and be accepted, what is do well? Obedience to God, the Word of God is good, to do well you must do good, you must be a doer of the Word and not just a hearer. Faith comes by hearing of the Word of God and faith you add virtue. Virtue is a actual working faith by love, effectual, proven, operation of something working, a fact of that operation in the state of being in it, LOVE! Out of love you do, keep, maintain, fight, dig deep, run, race, chase, endure, seek, desire perfection, be without spot, without blemish, without wrinkle, study to be approve, having heard can not be silenced by their many filthy lies, will not be silenced, having heard you speak constantly of that thing you have heard. I have done so, I have gone over it and over and will to the best of my ability given unto me by the Grace of God Almighty, by His will I will endure till the end and do as He has asked of me, tell them about Me, He said and I try. I share freely, I was freely given and there is no one whatsoever I would profit a penny from this testimony given to me. NO MAN OF GOD DESIRE MONEY, or asks for it. I do not care what they say, what anyone says, this is fact to me, men of God do not ask for money, the scriptures testify of this fact over and over. The disciples went out with nothing and what did they ever have need of? Nothing, the Lord provided for them. He takes care of the birds and they sow not and yet the reap, how much more man? Man is far greater than any animal, God provides for them as He sees fit, He certainly will His own image He hath created. Afflicted at the loss of the Spirit, even though it was not a total loss, it afflicts me. I have found that thing I desire above all things and I want it with all my heart, all my soul, all my mind and I will with all my might fight for it, sell it all and buy it, do whatever asked of me by that which I love with my all. No cost is to great, there is nothing to gain from this world it has nothing I want. I want out of it, I want to be with the Lord again, and the cost for me is to remain and tell of Him whom I love. I will so then endure it and by the Grace of God (teaches) I will learn to love it, be content with it, joy in it, find peace in whatever is put before me and do it all as unto the Lord my God. I will bless Him whether He takes from me or gives to me. Whether He will or will not I will worship Him and Him alone. If I be all alone so be it, I will continue to seek the Truth and avoid, flee, escape them that live in error, I will not partake of their sins with them. I will separate myself from them, I will be peculiar in that I will not run to the same riot as they do. I will stand with the Children of God and SIN NOT. I will obey the Commandment "GO AND SIN NO MORE", for I desire to walk with God. To be humble that I may do so, to submit, in submission, I will humble myself before God and magnify His Name only. What am I? Nothing. God is everything and to Him be glory and dominion forever and ever. My work His this, to worship God and keep His Commandments, that is my duty, yet I do not out of duty, I do out of love. The love I found in my heart, that He placed there by being there. When He gave me this new heart of flesh and removed that stone I carried for so long in sin. He set up His throne in me, me once a wicked vile sinner and God came into me and sup with me and sat upon His throne, for He is my God and I am His temple. All who defile the temple of God will be destroyed. I do not want sin, chaos, destruction, confusion, I do not want the absurdity of the wisdom of men in me. I find it foolish to hear their wisdom that is not wisdom at all. Afflicted by all of these things, yet I will endure by the power God hath given. For all things are possible, especially ceasing from sin ABSOLUTELY. This is what they can never do for they do not have the Lord, they have not received Him, they accept Him, like having to accept the presence of evil. That is not love, it is a lie. Not all can receive but to whom it is given. If you do not find Him in Truth, by coming to the FULLNESS of the knowledge of the Truth. John 3:27, " John answered and said, A man can receive nothing, except it be given him from heaven. " I did not receive this testimony from man, this be the reason I can not find it in the world. John 5:34, " But I receive not testimony from man: but these things I say, that ye might be saved. " You can not because you received Him not. They say accept Him, He says receive Him. There is a lot of difference between the two. But not to the heathen, what did I just hear? Better to be kind then right, this is the subtle lie sold in a movie. I said I see no difference between the two, but they in the flesh do, for it is better to receive sin and be kind to it, to excuse it, then to be right about evil and expose it. This is how subtle satan is and yet the person of the flesh can not begin to see or hear or smell the stench of that evil being put before them as wisdom, as wise, utter nonsense it was and yet the flesh loved it!!!!!! I bear witness through the Holy Ghost, I lie not all of it. Acts 1:8, " But ye shall receive power, after that the Holy Ghost is come upon you: and ye shall be witnesses unto me both in Jerusalem, and in all Judaea, and in Samaria, and unto the uttermost part of the earth. " The Command is clear, come out of them and He will receive you, REPENT, and He will be standing right there with you, instantly, not a life time of working it out, trying to cease from sin, right then and there. This is why the warning is given, DO NOT RECEIVE THE GRACE OF GOD IN VAIN. This is what satan uses those closest to you to do, to plant doubt, to try and make you think a lie is the truth. They are used to make you believe you are not new, but the same old man, if you fall for this trick, this deception it is awful to live through, to do anything against God afflicts so much. I beg ye to hear me. If you have received Christ truly in Truth, and tasted, receiving the Holy Ghost you are now FREE INDEED, not free to sin ignorance, freed from it. You are not pure, clean, clear, that is holy and perfect. A babe born again, all things are now new, you will know it is a literal thing and not some silly thing the so called church fakes with accepting Christ and repeat that silly sinners pray and just believe twist. You are a child of God, and able to walk with Him, but laying before you will be deception at every turn. I testified of all the things I saw, was offered and most of it was satan trying to lead me away from the Lord. When that failed He out right made the offer, pick anything, worship anything, deny Christ and I could have whatever I wanted, be whatever I wanted. I still marvel at that offer, yet I did not consider for a second, it was instantly understood that I would rather suffer with the those of God then to have the whole world. I know it will be offered to all who find the Truth. I pray you choose well, Amen. 2 Corinthians 6:1, " We then, as workers together with him, beseech you also that ye receive not the grace of God in vain. " Do not allow anyone to deceive you and do not deceive yourselves. Grace is not a cheap cover for the forever sinner who is unable to cease from sin, that has not temperance/self control, who can not and will not rule over themselves, rule over their flesh. You will receive when we are obedient to the Truth. They who love Him KEEP the Commandments, they do as He has said to do, not by just one thing but by every word. Doing what is pleasing in His sight, then we will receive. Seek ye first the kingdom of God and then it all will be added. One has to read out of the book of the Lord to know. Do this and you will know what you must do. Obey the Commandment God has given to all men, REPENT. Be guilty before God, be broken, contrite, lowly, have enough of being disgusting and vile, entertaining sin, calling it good. Confess forsake and turn away from sin and to God, let is go, give it all up. Believe then with all your heart that God is and you will find Him, faith will be added and love, and by faith you will be saved, your faith will work by love. Having been forgiven much you will love much more. You will desire to be just, love mercy and to walk humbly with Godm that is to be obedient to Him, submitting to Him out of love for Him. Not for duty, not for reward, for the love of God, Amen. 1 John 3:22, " And whatsoever we ask, we receive of him, because we keep his commandments, and do those things that are pleasing in his sight. " This is love that we keep and walk after the Commandments. If we love Him, we will KEEP His Commandments. John 14:15, " If ye love me, keep my commandments. " It is not try to, it is do it. For love does not fail, it is faithful to that which it loves, sin unto death or obedience unto righteousness. It is that simple but you will never find this simplicity from the lost. From them who pretend, from the great whore who can only cheat on the Lord, for the carnal mind is hatred towards God, it can not, will not be subject to Him, it can not serve the Law for it is hatred towards it. God hates sin, and sin hates God, it is simple, one or the other, there is no mixing of the cups, the tables, no walking on both sides. There is no filthy thing known as duality, a balance between good and evil. It is all evil, or all good. Again. The knowledge of good and evil kills. To eat of the Tree of Knowledge of Good and of Evil is to die. God surely hath said, if you eat from the Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil, ye shall surely die. It is not optional, no provision will be made, there is no provisional salvation either. It is instant and it is absolute. They who mix the cups will be vomited out of the mouth of the Lord. They who sit at the table of the Lord and the table of devils will be vomited out of the Lords mouth. It is not optional, it is absolute. You can lie, you can pretend, you can refuse, and you can ignore it all, yet it will not change the Truth. You can pretend to know the Lord or you can be honest and confess the Truth. With much wisdom comes much grief. If you find the Lord it will bring much wisdom and affliction is absolute. It is part of the cost, the cost you are told to weigh. Be careful for what you ask for, know what it is, truly weigh it. To know few find the Way and many find the broad way to hell is grieving to thine soul. Yet to know this and know there is a Way out of it for them, is joy, but again grief is found for so few want to hear it. Affliction is all around and for the Lord it is worth. For all that we must endure is nothing compared to what is to come for all who endure. endure till when? The End! Ecclesiastes 1:18, " For in much wisdom is much grief: and he that increaseth knowledge increaseth sorrow. " James 1:12, " Blessed is the man that endureth temptation: for when he is tried, he shall receive the crown of life, which the Lord hath promised to them that love him. " The promise is to them that endure. One must endure temptation, temptation is not sin, sin is conceived when you give into temptation. So if you have sinned you are not blessed in any way shape or form. You have leaned nothing but the same old lesson, sin hurts, it is pain, punishment. They who love Him receive the promise, not they who say they love Him. Love is the Commandments obeyed, and it is the fruit that proves ye love Him. NO one that loves Christ fails every day, falls every day, goes and commits sins unto death. NO one who loves Christ believes in the sinful nature of man for they God hath made all men upright and all who sin, have chosen to sin, not because God hath made them that way. No man of God blames God for their sick vile lust of the flesh given into. It is your alone to own, your alone to bear, for all men must bear their own burden, not blame another for it and certainly not lay at the feet of God. There is great joy in the Lord, unspeakable even. Yet some say "I just want to be happy", when they are shown the Truth. Who does not want to be happy all the time? But this like all things that prove where one stands is proof of that. The testimony of them that have received Christ is certainly of the joy they have found, but also the affliction and the grief that comes with much wisdom. To truly know Christ is to know wisdom, real actual wisdom and not the pretending the world sells as such. I do not want to hear the Truth for it makes me unhappy, so I REFUSE TO HEAR IT. In fact do not tell me at all, you read your bible and I will read mine. You read all that the bible says, the promises and the woes and I will pick and choose to what I will allow the Lord to speak to me. Again Jeremiah 7:24, " But they hearkened not, nor inclined their ear, but walked in the counsels and in the imagination of their evil heart, and went backward, and not forward. " Jeremiah 8:5, " Why then is this people of Jerusalem slidden back by a perpetual backsliding? they hold fast deceit, they refuse to return. " Jeremiah 9:6, " Thine habitation is in the midst of deceit; through deceit they refuse to know me, saith the LORD. " Jeremiah 13:10, " This evil people, which refuse to hear my words, which walk in the imagination of their heart, and walk after other gods, to serve them, and to worship them, shall even be as this girdle, which is good for nothing. " The want to have their ears tickled, itched, they want smooth things prophesied unto themm, they just want to be happy lost in their sin. They despise the correction and the scriptures are clear about all who hate to be corrected. Proverbs 3:11, " My son, despise not the chastening of the LORD; neither be weary of his correction: " Correction only grieves those who are not on the Path. It grieves them to learn the Truth, when they where content to lie to themselves and pretend they were on the right path. Listen to what true love sounds like, for it speaks the Truth always. They who hate reproof shall die, it is fact. For they will not head to warnings and obey. Now imagine them who actually love correction and truly know the Lord. What grief they must endure of them that they love who refuse to hear. Who you know God has spoken to them through you and all you get in return is " I just want to be happy"! Imagine what it feels like to know them you love are going to die, imagine the grief that comes with wisdom. How much you want to warn them, tell them, turn them but know you can not force a crooked river straight. It is no place for any man of God to force anyone, just to proclaim the Truth and allow the wicked to be wicked and the just to be just. To pray for them, to fight for them, and to even die for them, yeah, you are willing, if it would just save them from the hell that is coming. Imagine the affliction that truly comes with knowing this? Few find, but many find the broad way, few find. Lip service is nothing, you can talk about the Lord, go to the pretend church, and do many good works, but if you do not truly know Him you are going to die. If you will not head the warning, the correction, and stop loving lies you are not going to make it. If you have then found the Lord and now know love, you will now love them all so much you will gladly give whatever must be given to save just one, not just that one you love so much, but now you love them all so much, no greater love than to lay thine life down as the Lord hath shown us. To work for the betterment of others, despite yourself, to deny thyself, life even if need be. To whom is not greater than you, whom do you not esteem greater than yourself? Whom is worthy of death and whom is worthy of life? Whom will you condemn to hell before you? Whom are you greater than. Most can answer this instantly and it will be just about everyone but themselves. Certainly them in prison, certainly they are more worthy to suffer hell than you! Imagine the affliction that comes with much wisdom! Are you afflicted or are you happy. Yes I find great joy in the Lord, at times I can not believe how high I am lifted and there are times I am so low I can not figure how I am going to endure another moment of this place. Yet I trust in the Lord through it all. I lean upon Him through it all. I follow no man, I conferred not with the flesh, no man gave me this, no man gave authority to me saying I am official to get to share this testimony, I need no piece of paper to speak of the Lord. I was given authority by the Lord and I will not be silent, I will speak the Truth no matter the cost. I will not change for the respect of person. The Truth is kind and gentle and yet can be provoked, it can be rude and contemptible in the face of sin. Do not lie to yourself, do not deceive yourself. Do not twist things to fit your own image, your own desire. It is to please God and Him alone, for they who truly love God will know the desires of their heart. he will give all that is good and they will lack for no good thing. If ye lack then what lack ye??? Proverbs 15:10, " Correction is grievous unto him that forsaketh the way: and he that hateth reproof shall die. " God is an all consuming fire, do not fool yourself. He is just and what the King hath made into Law can not be broken. Listen to the stories in the book of the Lord and understand them. They are factual, not entertainment, not amusement, they are there for a reason. Whatever ye do, do it whole heartily as to the Lord and not unto men. If you live by this Word you will never fail, if you love the Lord and do it all for Him you will never fall, stumble in the sins not unto death, but sins unto death you will never go back to but you never really loved Him to begin with. Who is to say when they come to the knowledge of the Lord and a baptized into the Lord for real and not by repeating some silly sinners prayers and having no real conversion, no transformation, no born again experience, no testimony to give, who can tell if they will endure till the end? It is a requirement set by the Lord, only they who endure till the end shall have salvation, only they who are born again shall have salvation, only they who come as a child shall have salvation, but they must endure till the end in the Truth. Who can say if they will be able to abide in the Vine, that worldly sorrow will not draw them away, that affliction and persecution comes that they will not turn away from the Lord. It is a fearful thing to fall into the hands of the living God, to taste of something so beyond comprehension and have to remain in this place, and realize all what stands before you. That you know the enemy is all around you and wants nothing more than for you to deny the Lord Jesus and turn back. The further ye walk with the Lord the more you learn and see and sadness caused by all the lies and false ways setup by wolves, snares set, traps waiting to spring, lions waiting to devour you if you stray. Many afflictions and I have heard no one talk of them, I have had no testimony given by anyone to say this is all I have endured in their 20, 30 years of walking in the body of Christ. I have heard many testimonies of I found and never any updates of all they had to endure, the trials and the afflictions that absolutely come with being in the body of Christ. This makes me sad, this hurts, why not? This is affliction this causes few find the Way to scream out. Watching the world wallow in so much filth. I have no idea how the Lord God bears it all, suffers it all. I can not imagine how He longsuffers the way He does for us all. Truly a beautiful God that hath created us, that has fought for us. Colossians 3:23, " And whatsoever ye do, do it heartily, as to the Lord, and not unto men; " I have almost been in Christ for five years now and I can not tell all the things that have happened all the lesson learned and the joy in finding another. How verses read one day say not much and another day say so much I can not get it all out. How truly it is the living Word of God. NO other book has this ability, no other Way is there. I could write again of the things used against me, the mistakes I made the pain of them and those who hurt me most. Yet not to complain, but to express the tests, the trials. How I deserved it all and worse, I deserved death and hell and whatever happens to me, I am worthy of it be it good or bad. It is the Lords to decide, if He will or will not, will He give to me this day or take? Will I sorrow or will I be filled with joy, it comes it goes. I have not all the answers and I found out that those who pretend have none at all. I unlike Paul do not claim to know all the mysteries, God knows I desire to. I just know what I was given, what happened to me, what has happened and while I wait for what will happen, I share it all best I can. Asking for nothing, for no man of God asks for anything, they do not need to. God giveth to them as He sees fit to give, men of God are content with what they have. Yet I am never content to be kept from the Lords presence. O affliction my Lord let it perfect me so that I am the meaning of it, complete, lacking no good thing that Thou desires for Thine own. Let me seek Thee in Truth, ever wanting correction and leaning upon You O Lord that I never fall to the lies they sell. I was just a wicked man, who by the Grace of God was set free indeed and lived things I can not at times fully realize. I just know that what they say is wrong and vile and I will not go into her, I will remain separated from them. I have no need of the creation of men and every need for the Truth of the Lord Jesus. They who are truly in the body bear the spirit of the Lord Jesus, so then as asked in scripture, where does sin fit, how then do any continue to sin? Romans 6:1, " What shall we say then? Shall we continue in sin, that grace may abound? Romans 6:2 God forbid. How shall we, that are dead to sin, live any longer therein? " The fact that anyone can ask do those who follow Christ still sin, just proves they are not in Christ. For the book of the lord states clearly that the seed of God DOES NOT SIN. This causes great affliction, for so many continue in their sins unto death never really having found the Way, being lied to by the false witness of the many, they have no real guide, no measure to measure with, they have had the Truth shut up on them by the filthy and the vile who can not cease from sin and pretend to be in the body. Affliction from hearing the Truth twisted and turned inside out so the many can live in the pig pen and pretend they are saved by grace and can forever wallow in the filth and be in the body of Christ. It makes one sad, it wears one down. The Truth is easy to find. 1 John 3:6, " Whosoever abideth in him sinneth not: whosoever sinneth hath not seen him, neither known him. " That perfectly easy to understand is it not? "SINNETH NOT"! 1 John 3:8, " He that committeth sin is of the devil; for the devil sinneth from the beginning. For this purpose the Son of God was manifested, that he might destroy the works of the devil. " That is perfectly simple to understand is it not? They who sin are of the devil, there is no exception made here. 1 John 3:9, " Whosoever is born of God doth not commit sin; for his seed remaineth in him: and he cannot sin, because he is born of God. " Whom so ever is born of God DOES NOT COMMIT SIN! The Word of God leaves no wiggle room about the sins unto death. There are sins not unto death, surely with all the lies they sell and create and imagine and place in the Way to trap us and ensnare us, some will stumble, babes will error. But we do have an advocate Jesus, but do not twist this Truth into that foul thing they all do, it is not a license to sin. Rightly divide to Truth for the lies and you will not be deceived by them who sell filth. It is not over till ye draw that last breathe and if you Repent you in Truth, you will not be forsaken. For them who have found and turned, it will by almost impossible but it is no impossible to find again. Never give up hope, not ever. Fight with all thy might, God knows thine heart and is not mocked. All things are possible with God, do not doubt it. Stop buying lies and for thy self seek out of the book of the Lord and read. Work out thy own salvation with fear and trembling. Obey, Go and Sin No More, stop serving the flesh and serve the Spirit. Put your mind on Him who gave all for you, died for you so you "might" be reconciled to God. So you can walk with Him in Truth and not in some pretense, for it is a literal thing, not some imagination vain! 1 John 5:17, " All unrighteousness is sin: and there is a sin not unto death. " We are called into the furnace of affliction, while we joy and find peace in things never possible before, it is not all roses. It is war! Be a strong soldier in Christ and fight the battle, the flesh screams deny it and follow Christ. Isaiah 48:10, " Behold, I have refined thee, but not with silver; I have chosen thee in the furnace of affliction. " The writings of a fool for Christ, we are the words we speak and they are of self. We will give an account for every idle word that proceeds from our mouths, we will be justified by them and condemned by them. Out of the abundance of the hearts the mouth speaks of YOURSELF! The Lord told me Matthew 12:36, we are the words we speak and I tell you as He told me. Be mindful, watching, waiting, studying, seeking, searching, abiding! Magnify His Name, take it not in vain, if you have heard speak, if you have not be ye silent, do not say He has said when He hath said not. If you have been truly saved, show forth the power of it, for it is not in word but in power. Do not give a false witness and mislead others, saying I am saved in the filth to remain, I have liberty and continue to serve corruption, do not break the Commandments of God. Number three, thou shall not take the Name of the Lord thy God in vain. Do not make Him useless, and show sin to be greater then He. If you sin you are of the devil, if you sin not you are of God. If you sin and say you are of God you are a liar and of the devil. If you say you are of God and sin not, then you are as written, they who do righteousness are righteous! Gods speed to all that love Him in Truth, in deed. Remission of sins past, not permission of sins future. Seek, Repent and Sin No More. The branch abides in the Vine. To fall into the hand of God and know sin will destroy you, be ye prepared now in this life. Lamp filled with oil, do not be the foolish virgins with no oil. Do not be them that say we will AFTER the Lord returns. It will be to late, and there will be weeping and wailing and gnashing of teeth. Grace and mercy abound in all that are in Christ. Bless be the Name of the Lord Amen and Amen...
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All That Matters Is Christ...Weeks before my death the Lord knocked upon my heart, I heard and opened the door. My life has been forever changed, a new man indeed. Me a wicked man saved by the Grace of God, no more that wicked man. Died at 43 and was given a choice to stay or go. If I stayed I had to tell of the Lord Jesus Christ and here I am. I share my walk with my Lord, my candle is lit and I pray it be a light for all to know the Lord Jesus is the Way to the Truth to have Life, Amen. Archives
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