My Lord:
Now is the time for salvation. When I was in the Spirit the urgency was so great. Now that it has faded, I know it is still great but it more a work to recall it. This seems to be a theme more as of late. To keep my mind upon the Lord, to recall what I heard, saw and felt. The feeling that "now", it has to be "now" was overwhelming in the beginning. Should it be any different now? No it should be even greater. If Paul wrote that it was closer than even they thought, how much more now? Romans 13:11, " And that, knowing the time, that now it is high time to awake out of sleep: for now is our salvation nearer than when we believed. " I have not spoken of this in a time. When I was first forgiven, I felt something come alive in me. I realized it was not dead but it was asleep in me. The Spirit was sleeping and I could feel it awake in me. Just another of the many things that defy what I knew back then. I have testified how I was outside of myself, it was I but not I. How I could see myself over my right shoulder and I never wanted it to come back. Even now I have no understanding of this. Why it happened as it did that is. Yet I know I was pushed out and I could feel the urgency of the Spirit within, they have to be saved now, be warned now, for now is the time for salvation, now is the time to awake for it is near, even at the door. How tomorrow is given to no man and if ye die tomorrow and many will, where will ye be? For them time is no more, did they find the Truth before it was to late? 1 Corinthians 15:34, " Awake to righteousness, and sin not; for some have not the knowledge of God: I speak this to your shame. " To our shame. to mine that I write not enough, speak not enough, I do not do enough. I can not ever do enough for so many do not know the Way and many follow the blind being blind, just wanting someone to lead them, so desperate it all seems to me, so they latch on to anyone who will promise them this easy salvation that comes without the Spirit of God. They do not ever come to know the awaking of the Spirit within them. It is to my shame I can not relate what I feel in myself, that I can not write better speak louder, have witnessed to more. have not given this testimony to more. I just asked for one, but I want all. Jealous indeed for them all, to know that evil does not get any, that no one tastes of hell and the presence of pure lust. That no one knows the horror of it, the horror of being kept from the presence of the Lord because they willingly chose it for lack of my barking, for my trumpet did not sound loud enough. That I did not convey what I have lived by the Grace of God well enough. Psalms 4:4, " Stand in awe, and sin not: commune with your own heart upon your bed, and be still. Selah. " I hate this place and my life, for I waste to much of this time given to me and this place distracts endlessly. Things that matter not at all, and yet this flesh never shuts up. How easy it is to get caught up in worldly matters as if they mattered. When I desire to know nothing but Christ crucified amongst all. Have you put to death the flesh, mortified your members, making no provisions for the flesh to fulfill the lust thereof? You can not love yourself and be a disciple of the Lord, you have to deny thyself, deny this flesh, deny all the distractions, all the wants and passions and desires and waste no more time, fight, fight, fight. Keep your mind upon the Lord with all your might. The devil is a roaring lion ALWAYS waiting to see who he can ensnare, devour, who he can kill, steal and destroy. Killing with distractions, with things, with meaningless things, offering the world means nothing, gaining it all means nothing. Stealing with lies and deceit, with guile, with smooth words, with tricks, with entertainment, musing, amusing, getting one to call evil good and to entertained in doing so, to have pleasure in them that do so. Destroying with fear, with doubt, with hate, with anger, wearing out the saints with all the foolishness, want this, buy this, try this, sell, sell, sell. Surrounded on all sides, every turn the enemy stands waiting to devour, to offer, to try and call you off of the Rock. Luke 14:26, " If any man come to me, and hate not his father, and mother, and wife, and children, and brethren, and sisters, yea, and his own life also, he cannot be my disciple. " This urgency that says "NOW"! Do it now, seek Him, now, find Him now, do not wait till tomorrow, NOW! Fight now, run now, race now, chase now, strive now, examine now, dig deep now, make sure now, affirm now, work it out now, now, now, now, now, now, now. John 5:25, " Verily, verily, I say unto you, The hour is coming, and now is, when the dead shall hear the voice of the Son of God: and they that hear shall live. " Read Proverbs 7, for now she is in the streets selling, lying in wait at every corner, the enemy always waiting, the merchandise offered, the imaginations of evil, the vain useless ideas that are not of the Lord. Proverbs 7:12, " Now is she without, now in the streets, and lieth in wait at every corner. " Proverbs 7 tells how she does it with words!!! Calls to you, tells you it is all done for you already, you do not have to do anything, no need to repent, just change your mind and you will have done enough. Just believe and that is all you have to do. Just plead the blood, just say grace, for once you are saved you are always saved. Proverbs 2:16, " To deliver thee from the strange woman, even from the stranger which flattereth with her words; " This old way in these two verses Proverbs 2:16 and Proverbs 7:5 sound just like what in the new? What is its match? Who else warned of this very thing? Proverbs 7:5, " That they may keep thee from the strange woman, from the stranger which flattereth with her words. " Nothing new, she that rides upon the back of the beast, they who appear as lambs and yet speak like dragons, this whore uses words to allure, to flatter, a kinder easier way. that broad way to hell. It is filled with so many how can they all be wrong, it must be me, I must be wrong. ESCAPE FROM HER, COME OUT OF HER, FLEE FROM THEM THAT LIVE IN ERROR. Do not buy from them, do not partake with them, do you not know a little leaven leavens the whole of the lump. It only takes a little lie to leaven all of you. One sinner destroys MUCH good. 2 Peter 2:18, " For when they speak great swelling words of vanity, they allure through the lusts of the flesh, through much wantonness, those that were clean escaped from them who live in error. " What Christ preached was before His death and has nothing to do with the new testament, the new covenant, (ever heard this?) we follow Paul now? Wow, and people love her for it, they delight in the lies, in the beauty of her filthiness, her vileness, she kisses upon them like a whore, temptation ever at the door. It is always another lie, another way, another trick and you can find them everywhere, always offering to sell these lies. Just keep confessing and sinning, just keep sinning and repenting, no can cease from sin, no one can obey, no needs to obey, faith is really faithlessness, you can cheat and still be in love. You can steal and not be a thief, you already forgiven no matter what you do. She is indeed quite the whore and draws many in unto her. They distract with their mouths, the sell with the tongues, the offer is made, the suggestion planted, the doubt, the fear, the you are missing out on something. Ever the sells men the evil is. Psalms 78:36, " Nevertheless they did flatter him with their mouth, and they lied unto him with their tongues. " They look like angels of light, they dress well but they speak like dragons, they flatter with lies and deceit, with guile, with entertainment. Rather than conviction of sins, they offer a cheap cover. All there ways are lasciviousness, every lie they sell is the same license to sin. It is not enough to just say do you believe in a license to sin, one must express what that license is. It has many names, many ways and all of them are liberty even though you serve corruption. Lip service and not other service is a license. Do you not know that all unrighteousness is sin? Psalms 5:9, " For there is no faithfulness in their mouth; their inward part is very wickedness; their throat is an open sepulchre; they flatter with their tongue. " What am I, nothing, I have not given this to myself, this is far beyond me. The Lord gave to me and I now see. Having heard I have no other desire but to warn. Yet I must fight, I must fight to keep my mind upon the Lord just as anyone must. I must like all work out my own salvation with fear and trembling. For I have received the promise, I was forgiven, but have I yet attained? A fool thinketh he already has when he has not. Easy to become a sloth if it is already done for me, if I need not work, if all I needed to do was just say Jesus and I would be good to go, why would I do anything else? She is filthy, a liar through and through, you will be surrounded by women and they all will deceive you. Who has not been in the position spoken of here? I looked out and I did see, I looked and I see all the lies they sell, all the whores in the streets selling the same lasciviousness yet it is called by many names. Like buffet, a little of this lie and a lot of that lie. Soon one has created their own likeness and they worship it. Soon they have bought another image of another god and they set up in their hearts idols and the do worship it. They go whoring with it, led astray by vain imaginations, a license to sin, a license to make God into their own corrupt images. A license to not conform to but to form God into what they think and feel He ought to be to them. The One True is not fair, not equal so they change Him to whatever they think is fair and equal. Proverbs 7:6, " For at the window of my house I looked through my casement, among the simple ones, void of understanding, easy to carry off with an idea of an image that is false. The false witness is subtle in heart, satan is the most subtle of all. Proverbs 7:7 And beheld among the simple ones, I discerned among the youths, a young man void of understanding, Proverbs 7:8 Passing through the street near her corner; and he went the way to her house, Proverbs 7:9 In the twilight, in the evening, in the black and dark night: Proverbs 7:10 And, behold, there met him a woman with the attire of an harlot, and subtil of heart. The lie is stubborn and loud, it does not stay its habitation, no it goes off seeking to whom it can devour. Rebellion and stubbornness is what? Idol worship, the setting up of an image before you and you worshiping it. In your heart, for this is the throne of God that satan WANTS to sit and show himself to be god. Proverbs 7:11 (She is loud and stubborn; her feet abide not in her house: Proverbs 7:12 Now is she without, now in the streets, and lieth in wait at every corner.) Caught with a kiss, who does not know how hard it is to resist a kiss, even if it is not from someone you wish to be kissed by? Even thought you know its wrong yet you become overwhelmed by the lust of the flesh. The Truth can wait, the Lord can wait, it feels so good, so easy to entreat, no effort is needed, the offer is to love thyself more than the Lord, to not hate your own life, but to love it, please it. Lovers of self, lovers of material, lovers of the world, proud, boasters, high minded, loud and stubborn. One will boast of it the wickedness, calling evil good and good evil. Diligently the liar seeks thee, to find thee, the lie is lover to you, the bed covered with the fine art of lying, the carved inventions of men, the finest of all lies, you are free even though you have never been so. You are saved and yet you have never been so. If you can be tricked to think you possess that which you do not, why would you go looking for it? Proverbs 7:13 So she caught him, and kissed him, and with an impudent face said unto him, Proverbs 7:14 I have peace offerings with me; this day have I payed my vows. Proverbs 7:15 Therefore came I forth to meet thee, diligently to seek thy face, and I have found thee. Proverbs 7:16 I have decked my bed with coverings of tapestry, with carved works, with fine linen of Egypt. The perfume of the lie please the nose, pleases the senses, it hides the foul disgusting stench of it, so as not to offend you, disguised in smooth words, you are safe, you have rest, you can have peace in this sin. You do not have to be righteous, no one can, you do not need to be holy no one is, you can not be what Christ wants you to be, you will have to wait for Him to return before you can be, and on and on the lies perfumed all about you draw you ever deeper into the pit. Proverbs 7:17 I have perfumed my bed with myrrh, aloes, and cinnamon. Lost in the lust of the flesh you go to bed with the whore, you have time! Time to get your sin on! Proverbs 7:18 Come, let us take our fill of love until the morning: let us solace ourselves with loves. The Lord is gone away, Christ has left, He will not know, you are covered by grace, you said the sinners prayer, you are already once saved so you are always saved. Besides the Lord will not mind, you can make an altar call, you can sin and repent over and over till the Lord returns, you do not have to be a bride that is prepared, nor can you be anyway, remember your just a filthy rag, let them pound this into you, your a filthy rag wretch chief of sinners and your heart is infinitely wicked and always will be. Even if you love the Lord, even if you have received the new heart, remember none are righteous NO NOT ONE! Let them beat this into you, lay in bed with that whore till you are so filled with doubt, with the inability of being able to do anything but lay and wallow in the mire. You can not stand up and walk out, you can not but go back to eating your own vomit like a dumb dog. You are no better than a dog, you are evolved from the scum of a pond, from the dust of a rock. You are anything and everything but capable of ruling over yourself and bringing your body into subjection. BESIDES THE GOODMAN IS ON A LONG JOURNEY, YOU ARE YOUNG AND HAVE PLENTY OF TIME TO WORK THIS OUT, TOMORROW IS YOURS, RIGHT!? Proverbs 7:19 For the goodman is not at home, he is gone a long journey: There is a day appointed and it is not now, nor tomorrow, you have time to cheat, to fulfill the lust. "NOW" is not the time, "NOW" is not the time, tomorrow will be just as yesterday, you have all the time in the world, RIGHT! For the Lord took a bag of money and He will not be back to soon! Proverbs 7:20 He hath taken a bag of money with him, and will come home at the day appointed. With MUCH fair speech you yield to the lie, it has worn you down, made you weary, this time here seems so long, the Lord has been gone far to long. You can not wait on Him, no should you have to, that is not fair, nor is it equal. What do they love to say? MY GOD WOULD NOT WANT ME TO LIVE LIKE THIS. I can marry and divorce and marry again. I can cheat on my love and still be in love. So many flattering words to entertain ones self with, so many things to choose from the buffet of sin. You weary of doing good, you faint, you can not abstain from the appearance of evil, you can bring your thoughts into the OBEDIENCE OF CHRIST. Why should you have to? NO ONE CAN, RIGHT!? NO ONE CAN, you can hear them that will proudly tell you this over and over. The Christ of the old is not the Christ of the new. Yes it says He is the same today, yesterday and forever, but HE CHANGED, besides we follow Paul now, RIGHT!? It is not follow the righteous example set, it is the example set is done for us anyways. Proverbs 7:21 With her much fair speech she caused him to yield, with the flattering of her lips she forced him. Foolishly having allowed the flesh to overwhelm, for it never shuts up, it always wants more and more, you go after her, after the lie, you take from her and you do it of, like an ox to the slaughter, or a fool who is LED off to the correction of the stocks. Not knowing it is FOR YOUR LIFE, as they pretend to be in the service of God, they even believe it, yet they are killing you. It is FOR YOUR LIFE, you take lightly your Rock, you take lightly the Rock of all salvation. You do not see the train coming, you have stepped onto the tracks and you have so little time, can you not hear the train coming? Can you not see it, did you not look for it? Proverbs 7:22 He goeth after her straightway, as an ox goeth to the slaughter, or as a fool to the correction of the stocks; Proverbs 7:23 Till a dart strike through his liver; as a bird hasteth to the snare, and knoweth not that it is for his life. LISTEN AND HEAR, so you can measure, so you can know where you stand right now. Make sure of your calling and election, do not leave it up to anyone else. Let the lies go, leave her house and her bed, you can walk out the door and never look back, you can do it. Do not listen to her, do not give her your heart, do not walk as she walks, her path is not the Way to the Truth to have Life. She has snared many, wounded many and killed many. Proverbs 7:24 Hearken unto me now therefore, O ye children, and attend to the words of my mouth. Proverbs 7:25 Let not thine heart decline to her ways, go not astray in her paths. Proverbs 7:26 For she hath cast down many wounded: yea, many strong men have been slain by her. Her way is HELL and DEATH! Many go in there at, many find her and few find the Way to the Truth to have Life eternal. Proverbs 7:27 Her house is the way to hell, going down to the chambers of death. " Awake that which is in you, you will find the Kingdom of Heaven within you, you do not need to go here or there. You do not need to join them or anyone, you need no label, no denomination, no institution of men, all you need is the Truth, Jesus Christ is the Way to the Truth to have Life. Ephesians 5:14, " Wherefore he saith, Awake thou that sleepest, and arise from the dead, and Christ shall give thee light. " AWAKE! 1 Corinthians 15:34, " Awake to righteousness, and sin not; for some have not the knowledge of God: I speak this to your shame. " All scripture is profitable, good for reproof, correction, instruction in the ways of righteousness, but! 2 Timothy 3:16, " All scripture is given by inspiration of God, and is profitable for doctrine, for reproof, for correction, for instruction in righteousness: " If you buy from her, then you have no need of the whole Truth, you can forget all that Christ said before He allowed Himself to be put to death so we MIGHT be saved. As Proverbs 7 stated in the beginning was what? How to avoid her, how to not be taken by her, how to endure the temptation, how to be kissed by her and not allow your flesh to win over your spirit. If you listen to them, you will hear this is not the Way, but the way is over here and even in there, do not listen, do not go. Stand you RIGHT HERE and do not move, be not moved, for in the Truth the righteous of God are unmovable! Proverbs 7:1, " My son, keep my words, and lay up my commandments with thee. Proverbs 7:2 Keep my commandments, and live; and my law as the apple of thine eye. Proverbs 7:3 Bind them upon thy fingers, write them upon the table of thine heart. Proverbs 7:4 Say unto wisdom, Thou art my sister; and call understanding thy kinswomen: " Christ said "if ye Love Me, keep My Commandments". John 14:15, " If ye love me, keep my commandments. " Christ said "why callest Thou Me Lord and not do what I say?" Luke 6:46, " And why call ye me, Lord, Lord, and do not the things which I say? " Christ said to him that asked: Matthew 19:17, " And he said unto him, Why callest thou me good? there is none good but one, that is, God: but if thou wilt enter into life, keep the commandments. " The man said: Matthew 19:18, " He saith unto him, Which? Jesus said, Thou shalt do no murder, Thou shalt not commit adultery, Thou shalt not steal, Thou shalt not bear false witness, " Christ answered and said quoting the Commandments: Matthew 19:18, " He saith unto him, Which? Jesus said, Thou shalt do no murder, Thou shalt not commit adultery, Thou shalt not steal, Thou shalt not bear false witness, Matthew 19:19 Honour thy father and thy mother: and, Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself. " Man says this is the old way, that Jesus then died and none of this has anymore value, anymore use. That now we must follow Paul. I also state who thinks because Jesus left out the first four Commandments that they are no more, that loving God with all your heart, mind and soul, having nothing before Him is no longer needed? Well if you love the whore, the false witness you can buy from her and this all can mean anything you like it to mean. Paul said "everything I write is a Commandment of God" Paul wrote: Romans 13:9, " For this, Thou shalt not commit adultery, Thou shalt not kill, Thou shalt not steal, Thou shalt not bear false witness, Thou shalt not covet; and if there be any other commandment, it is briefly comprehended in this saying, namely, Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself. " Paul who said follow Him, follow Him as he followed Christ. Paul followed the righteous example of Christ and we are to as well. Not Paul, but Christ in Paul. Follow me as I follow Christ, do not follow me, follow Christ. Who thinks because Paul did not quote the first four Commandments of how to love God with all thine heart, soul, body and might, that these are no more, of no use? Who thinks the greatest of all Commandments, to love God with all thine has, all thine heart, mind, soul and might, is not found in the first four Commandments? Who thinks that loving God with your all is not found how to in all the Ten Commandments? People find what they want, looking to not obey and you will fin that you do not have to. Looking to not have to Repent or that Repent means anything but ceasing from sin and you will find that. Think all you have to do is Name the Name of the Lord and you will be saved? Many quote this verse but you never see them finish with the whole Truth. For they only want to use the parts that feel good to them or to flatter others with as to not offend them. Rather than please God then man. Is this true? Or must one have the full contents of faith? Romans 10:13, " For whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved. " Jesus said: Matthew 7:21, " Not every one that saith unto me, Lord, Lord, shall enter into the kingdom of heaven; but he that doeth the will of my Father which is in heaven. " Was Paul wrong? No. Does the book of the Lord contradict? No. Paul clearly explains the contents that must be had, a working faith by love. As did Peter perfectly in 2 Peter 2. The contradiction is found in man, the getting it wrong is found in man. Men who want to pick and choose and not live by every word, but what words they chose to. what is convenient for them and those that foolishly follow them. The devil uses his to waste your time, keep you chasing your tail like a dog. So many inventions to chase after, so many things to sort through to get to the bottom of it all. So many liars to have to listen to, to many different names the same lies have. The confusion that the evil sows is great indeed. Time is short and he knows it. He knows if he can waste enough of your time you will be in hell with him. You can follow them that tell you hell is nothing, nothing but a moment in time, and when it death and hell is tossed into the lake of fire that it is no more. Just a quick flash and its all over forever. Even this lie is what? A license to sin, a license to get it all wrong and live any way you like, for will it matter? It will just be a flash and you will never even know it, right!? Subtle is the lie told by the liar. No need to work it out, its all worked out for you already, all paid for you, right!? Whatever it takes to get you to call evil good, you can go churches, and call yourself whatever you like. You can appear godly outwardly just as long as you deny the power of it, and never be able to cease from sin. As long as you keep that doubt, that gospel of the devil of inability alive in you, he will never bother you. You can look like a lamb and as long as you speak like a dragon the devil will never bother you. It will not bother you to be in his presence, to be his servant. You can pretend to love Christ till the very end, just as long as you never are able to do anything but profess the infinitely wicked heart that you possess in your new born again state. As long as you bear false witness the devil will never bother you! Time is "NOW" for salvation, do not take this lightly. I died and was allowed to stay just to warn you all. In my death it was known to me, that all that I loved, even them so sure of their salvation had it not. I have testified of this over and over, and I knew I had to warn them. I thought they would want to know, especially them who said they loved the Lord God. They did not appreciate the Truth, nor did most of them want to hear it, just like the Pharisees of old, they refused the Lord even when He stood right in front of them. Even though He spoke to them out of me, they wanted no part of Him. This should make all tremble, make all want to measure where they stand, to make certain of their faith. IS YOUR FAITH WORKING BY LOVE? IS IT PROVEN BY DEEDS? Do you lean upon Christ or men? Do you love Jesus and keep His Commandments? Jesus who said "GO AND SIN NO MORE".... Do you know what faith is? Faith is fidelity, monogamy, loyalty, faithfulness, to whom ye yield ye obey. Faith is OBEDIENCE. Sin unto death or OBEDIENCE UNTO RIGHTEOUSNESS. Faith must have virtue, the effectual operation of a fact of a state of being. The fact is being in love with the Lord God with all that you have. A soldier prepared for war unto death. Faithful obedience to the Command of the Lord. If ye Love Me, keep My Commandments. Faith establishes the Law, the Law written in us comes to life once you find Him, truly find Him in you. It is not made void! It becomes effectual, fully in operation so to prove the fact that you are His. Crystal clear it is, this is the walk. To faith add virtue, to virtue add knowledge, to knowledge add temperance, to temperance add patience, to patience add godliness, to godliness add brotherly love, to brotherly love add LOVE/CHARITY. In between faith and love you find the CONTENTS, this is the walk that ye walk in Christ. The mind that you put on, the steps that you take are His steps. This is the growth, the increase, call wisdom and the understanding of it your kin. Time is "NOW"! Hear: The Obedience of Faith, faithful obedience. To submit thyself unto God as written, made humble by being obedient, made perfect by suffering for the right reasons, for being obedient. Romans 16:26, " But now is made manifest, and by the scriptures of the prophets, according to the commandment of the everlasting God, made known to all nations for the obedience of faith: " "NOW" is the time! 2 Corinthians 6:2, " (For he saith, I have heard thee in a time accepted, and in the day of salvation have I succoured thee: behold, now is the accepted time; behold, now is the day of salvation.) " Present yourselves a living sacrifice unto God, it is REASONABLE THAT WE DO SO... Grace abound, the teaching abound, refuse evil choose good. The teaching abound, deny ungodliness and worldly lusts, live sober, righteous and godly NOW! Blessed be the Name of the Lord Amen and Amen...
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All That Matters Is Christ...Weeks before my death the Lord knocked upon my heart, I heard and opened the door. My life has been forever changed, a new man indeed. Me a wicked man saved by the Grace of God, no more that wicked man. Died at 43 and was given a choice to stay or go. If I stayed I had to tell of the Lord Jesus Christ and here I am. I share my walk with my Lord, my candle is lit and I pray it be a light for all to know the Lord Jesus is the Way to the Truth to have Life, Amen. Archives
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